Life is boring again ....

Well as the title goes, life is always a torture but i never gave up in life because Sunny Lim (my english tutor) taught me a good phrase, there is always a silver lining in cloud. BUT, i still could not find the silver lining, my university life has been suckier and suckier whereby the STUPID EAC AND LAN AND BEM ( Engineering Accreditation Council, Lembaga Akreditasi Negara and Board of Engineers Malaysia) keep on messing with my undergraduate life. By adding a stupid semester to my study already made my life miserable, my good friend Zac Tay once told me to accept the truth and stop complaining, alright, I accept it, BUT this time they are planning to add subjects to my curricular WTF, I'm already busy with 4 thesis and final year projects and they wanna add subjects to my studies???? ARE THEY NUTS? What is the point of adding subjects to our studies whereby it does not make any difference in WORLD UNIVERSITY RANKINGS RIGHT? we will still forget about the subjects once we graduate so why bother adding? THEY HAVE nothing better to do is it? This EAC, LAN and BEM should find some part time to do since they always make students life miserable. As though by adding semesters and subjects to our degree would make UTP a better university than MIT, Stanford, UCB, UCLA, Cambridge, Oxford. We can't even beat UM or USM by adding semester and subject and i don't understand why they bother to do all the nonsense, they can instead emulate or enhance the university by getting us better lecturers, better system and management or maybe better transportation or at least upgrade the food facilities in my university instead of adding subject and semester. Haiz, the only thing i cherish the most about my university is they gave me a good time table, which i think is blessing in disguise, hopefully i can safely and peacefully graduate in one piece before i end up tearing apart of myself. SPEAKING of life is a torture, I just had my biggest argument in my life with the person i saluted and respected the most, my DAD, he disappointed me by scolding me and insulted my dignity. I used to quarrel with him but perhaps those days i had some fault as well, but right now, I did not always think highly of myself because I know I am not perfect after all but whatever my dad said about me really made me rethink about myself. Come on, all this while, I never disobey him nor being a notorious child. I always worked hard in my studies, my sport, my characteristics, my social life. I feel that i've done perfectly well in handling in my life where i did not disappoint my dad. In fact the most important part is that I never needed him to spend a single cent on my education as well, so why would I need to be insulted by him? I feel that I deserve some respect from him as a son because I've done perfectly well in every aspect of life. Least not I did not indulge myself in drugs or cigarette, well drinking is my hobby but I would say thats my social life style but I did not go beyond what people called LIMIT. I know my limits. So readers, do you think I deserve some respect from my DAD? He scolded insulted my dignity by asking my to stop school and said i'm a loser, just because i ranted about my university, come on, i'm a human of course i rant whenever i feel stressed up. I ranted about my university and i got scolding, whereby my cousins stopped schooling and rot at home, some even play truancy and stuck at home sucking parents money. Who is the better children? Me or my cousins? I just rant about my university, isn't that fair enough? Shouldn't he be grateful that his child is doing well in everything than his other cousins and his son only rant a bit just to be distressed. DID he really put his thinking cap in his mind? I doubt so. I really have nothing to say anymore. I am disappointed that he insulted my dignity......